November Rain and Estranged

"November Rain" is a song about not wanting to be in state of having to deal with unrequited love.

"Estranged" is acknowledging it, and being there and having to figure out what the fuck to do. It's like being catapulted out into the universe and having no choice about it and having to figure out what the fuck are you gonna do, because the things you wanted and worked for just cannot happen and there's nothing you can fucking do about it.